Wait

What are we all always waiting for? Miracle? Luck? Love? For our really "exciting" lives? Do we just wait for things to be better. Some of us just kneel in front of mirror and beg for better life. Others try to do something about it.

If we are not happy with something, we either blame someone for it or fall into depression. Why can't we stand up? Why can't we stay strong and be happy with what we already have? In this huge world there is always someone who has less than you have. The question is am I the bottom of us all? Are we all just scared of that small question? And what about those who are on top? Why do you need more money or more fame if you are already on top?! Why? And if you are rich why can't you share that huge pile of money, even little bit could save many. Are we so greedy?

As for me I was a child with a silver spoon. And as all world crashed so did my world. I was quite young at the time and I had to grow up, and fast. How can child be adult in a no time? I got huge shock from what I suddenly started reading from the magazines. All magazines were full of how the World suffered of recession that knew nothing about. It was time when I really had to learn things to keep my two small feet on the ground. At the time I also made big barrier around myself, I didn't trust anyone, I didn't believe in anyone, I didn't  value anything. I was like hard stone that was being thrown around by other people. I grew cold.

Looks like winter in Finland.

But when people started to fall around me I got stronger. I believed that I could do some
thing. At the time when people were falling it was me who was trying to keep them standing, I earned the name:"Mami". People told me about their problems and worries, all I could do was just listen. But that somehow helped everyone. I felt needed. Maybe that's what we want, even just once in the while, makes us believe in things.

This is how I became me, and this is me. Luckily nowadays people are stronger, and I am once again useless. But I hope you are stronger after reading this because I believe that when you get to know the fact that other people have also problems. Your problems seem smaller. So please, share your problems. See ya.