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Hi. Let's say that I am really disappointed. Why do we think about what other will think if we do this or that? Why can we just do as we please? Well of course, we have to follow the laws and rules, but why do we have to let someone decide what's good for us. Why are we so afraid of the public eye that judges us all the time?

Nobody knows the answers to those questions but I think it's stupid. Why couldn't you be yourself? While walking in the streets and someone looks at us we immediately think; "Is my hair okay? Is there something on my shirt? Is my style stupid? Why are they looking at me?". Why can't we just think; "Oh, they are looking, let them look." or "Am I really THAT good-looking?". Have some self-confidence! Be more sure that you DO look good today. And so what if some kid spilled his juice on shirt, it doesn't matter. You are good as you are. Why can't you be happy like that? Why should we look like dolls? Dolls aren't alive, they can't do the thing you CAN do. And so what if you screwed up at work or at school. That's past, look ahead.

Of course, there're things that you can't do. Like I am not able to sing. At music class, I still can always enjoy my time. I can play piano or guitar or something else. Even thought I can't sing, I enjoy the fact that others can sing and that they are singing while I play. Why can't I enjoy that? Why should I sulk while others are singing?
I know that in this World there are so many people that can't sing, just like me. But I believe that all of us can still enjoy music.

We are humans. If we can't do something, we do something else instead. The only question that you have to ask yourself is: "Why couldn't I?"

While writing this I was listening Emeli Sandé- Read all about it and because of the piano playing I tapped in rhythm as if I was the one playing the piano. I call that "piano writing" because I do it quite often. See ya.

It's time!

Hi guys! My humblest apologies to you. I beg for your forgiveness. I really hope that you will forgive me the fact that I haven't wrote anything since July. Shame on me. Anyways, now is the time for me to tell you many things and also ask you about things. And if I ask something, I really hope that you would give me an answer. Thank you.

This is for you, men! READ!!!! This is just for you, of course women can read between the lines but whatever. Do you men think what you wear? Like seriously!!! Because I, for first time in my life, saw a man who was nicely dressed and that was surprisingly in Paris. (You may think Paris is like, overrated, but it did happen there) Yes, I haven't told about this earlier because I didn't think it was thing worth telling, but it seems that it is worth it.

So let's assume that you do think about what you wear. How much time does it take to decide? And again we all know that it takes ages for women to decide, but what about men? Why haven't we thought about that fact earlier? Okay okay, let's put up the facts that we know about dressing;
1.Women take time to decide "What dress I will put on? What dress is fine in these parties?"
2. Of course men have to have the same problem. Why won't we notice it? Because men don't talk about it! Men can run on circles in their room while trying to decide what shirt will they put on.
3. Most women know what looks good on them(I said most, I know one who really doesn't and she is good friend of mine, but she asks "Does this look good?" etc.)
4.Men don't talk about clothes! So how could we know?!

What about your hair and face? Okay hair is one of the first things that tells to women that "That man takes care of himself. Lovely!". And what about mans face, well it tell the same story as your hair. It is simple as that. So PLEASE men, take care of yourself. Be proud of yourself. Be a man. And if in the past some ex-girlfriend said while dumping you that you are ugly and horrible looking. Let her run to that so freaking good looking guy that she is so in love with! You deserve better than that! :)

Where did this sudden asking come from? I got lost in Youtube or so. And I suddenly saw a guy who had made a tutorial of how to put your hair in one way or in another. And I thought: "WHAAAAAAT?!". I am not used to that at all! Because in Finland here most guys don't just care how their hair is. For example now that our school year has started again, you could see guys with bed-hair and they don't care. And here in school it is "funny" to destroy someones hair.

That's all for this time. I promise to post soon. Maybe day after tomorrow or maybe not.
See ya.

Child

Hi! Long time no seen. I was on a trip so I couldn't write but now that I have came home. I will tell about the trip next time but now I will tell you something that I discovered during my trip.

We all want to be children once in the while. There is no need to be shamed of it. You want to jump around, laugh from the bottom of your heart and do many silly things. You can even feel relieved when you have change to do so. Once in the while it is good to not feel shame of the things you want to do. But, big BUT
it can be also annoying to other, that's why I warn you. When you are pissed off or just tired because of the long and hard day, it really is annoying if the another one of you is all about being child on that certain day. That if something is dangerous. So select your child-like day carefully and observe before hand. Have fun.

I had my childish day and well I had fun and my stress is all gone. Childish me!(Aren't you always?) Like I said next time I'm gonna tell you about my trip. See ya.

What?!

Hi guys! This is just something that has been in my mind for a while and I don't know if you have ever even thought of it but well, let me just tell it to you.

This one day I and my good friend Eru were at the Powerpark and there were several couples. Like really, there were freaking many of them. And I just happened to think of this small thing that; Where do they meet their partners? Yes, I have dated people and met them by coincidentally. But still I couldn't help but wonder.
There were couples who were completely opposites, like other was super long and other was short. Also there were couples who were equal with each others. Not that i would matter what your partner looks like. But is it true that you partner fills your empty spots?

Oh, one more question, does it matter where your partner lives? That was short indeed.(Changes can't hurt)
See ya.

Back home

Hi guys, long time no see. Yes, yes and yes. I haven't posted anything in a long time but once again I have really good excuse. And I know and hope you all want to hear it(or actually read it but whatever) Let's start from the "smaller things".

Okay, the smallest thing that has happened in these few weeks is that my school year has ended, as you know. And there were many stressful thing that I had to take care of. You want to know even one of them? Well that's okay. Hmm...for example I and all my friends have been worrying about if we are accepted  to a new school. Of course that's stressful and you feel nervous all the time and etc..

Then there is also my work as 'isonen'. I have already explained it to you so, yeah I won't explain again. So I was last 8-9 days working away from home and yes, I didn't have my computer with me. Because I didn't actually have a computer, my old, lovely and slow computer didn't want to work anymore, or that's what we say in Finland. So now that I have my brad new computer, I can once again post.

So I was 'isonen' and my camp was in the Lapland and it was freaking awesome. Except the weather, it was the worst ever, but it didn't bother me much. We went backpacking three time and guess what, every time it was raining and it was cold, the middle temperature was around +7 Celsius or so.But we still had fun and we saw reindeer as well. They were cute and shy. With "shy" I mean that they wouldn't come close to us. The best thing about the camp was the FOOD, it was heavenly. Wow. I just snatched a bottle that was about to fall off the table, reflexes, nice.(you are going sidetracks) What I was about to say? Oh yeah. As you all know or I hope you know, anyway. I don't live in Lapland, I live in western Finland. So how did I get to Lapland, well we went there by bus. and from my home to Lapland it's about 730 km and it took about 9 hour to arrive. And it might sound long time but when you have good company and things that you can do then your time will flow.

That's it. I am back home and full of ideas for post. You just wait.See ya.

Long

Hi! You all know the saying that "The one who is trying to save money spends more than the one who just lives normally". You didn't, well now you know. I was shopping with my friends and I usually don't spend much money and now my friends did their best to make me spend my money on me. And well....SUCCESS.
I spent more money than ever.

That was short.(what ever.) See ya.

Oh my...

Hi guys. My studying year is about to end and well yeah like always feeling little sad and happy at the same time. What about you when will you school year end? Mine ends on the next Saturday and then this small girl is going to the next school. Yes, it's sad to say "Goodbye!" but someday we might meet again. In my class there are also people who I don't ever want to meet again but every class has them, right?

"Kiitos" is Finnish

By the way, you guys come from all over the World, you know that, right? I was freaking surprised when I came to see the blog and it was "full of people", thank you for reading. See ya.